Rant #2

Is it better to share real experiences with people or to protect their best interests by padding everything they are exposed to like you would a toddler? I think everyone would agree that padding the truth only makes truth gray and what we need is black and white (not cops) answers. The idea that the peace officer has remained uncorrupted while the entire system around him or her has become corrupt is absurd. Human beings tend to do two things what makes them stainless, and what keeps them employed at their stainless position. I have lost my appetite for police officers since I have been exposed to so many accidents where my rights were violated. There may still be a small percentage of peace officers left who are bound by Hippocratic oath and moral values of fairness to all, and those that remain faithful and true I can only say Semper Fi. To the rest I spit in your general direction. You are the lowest scum on the face of the planet when masons are concerned and in all things masons are concerned - or have you figured that part out yet?

Rant #1

Sitting in my room waiting on my dad to pick me up. Jas checked into his second rehab treatment in two months yesterday and I am concerned that he will not ever make it, as some of us don't. His age plays such a huge part of things as many addicts don't find the path until they are aged in years of abusive nature. Jas is at least in part on the right path, as he is listening to someone rather than no one, which is a step in the right direction... As his sponsor I am conflicted with being fake so as to protect his abusive nature or be straight with him on my views such as medicine vs. rehab of an addict without medicine; these two are major contradictions... So many of the sponsors in the twelve step programs I cannot stand because their knowledge of dualism is faint. They are all of a way that is of one way, because they never heard the word of recovery preached by a healer but an addict just like them. I mean Bill W. and friends of Bill were just a bunch of drunks who couldn't stay from being annihilated on a binge all of the time... If their is a psychological type that the twelve steps can help it is this type of drunk or junkie. For the rest of those of us who use in somewhat moderate ways but are labeled by the system of non accountability (its the entire system of treatment, probate, and the prosecutorial) we are subject to abuse by those that make the rules, redefining our God given right to liberty and freedoms which are protected under the laws of this land. The remote flasher on my com system flashes repeatedly when I am in their company, and I cannot stand the innuendoes that are repeatedly murmured at every treatment team meeting statements ranging from suspicions of past behaviors to unfounded medical analysis disregarding all empirical data for a prognosis of reason to use a controlled substance. For those of us who have chemical imbalances we are in a constant battle with the administration over what drugs we can have and are accounted for in the proper treatment association that is governed from center to center and is based on mere speculation at times. Who will be the owner of me if not me; many I tell you will try. People don't understand that chemical imbalances are no different in medicine than diabetes and they line the hallways for their insulin shots to the point where I am late getting my meds passed to me everyday. Diabetics come first because if someone dies because of an imbalance of insulin someone's head will roll, and you can't die from ADHD. At the first inkling that you may be experiencing a different affect than is allowed in said program (usually an affect of opinion and voice of rights not rendered) they lay you out cold with whatever anti-psychotic they can easily prescribe due to the fact that it is the same exact anti psychotic that the rest of the patients were prescribed upon their arrival to the dual diagnostics program of choice. (There aren't many and they all are less than what a person would call acceptable on terms of fairness and diagnostic clarity). When the opinion of those that prosecute (lawyers and doctors alike) is heard an alcoholic or an addict is seen in exactly the same light as any other offender that may or may not ever be caught in the act. It is, personally speaking the most disgusting feeling and degrading of all disorders to have the pleasure of dwelling with because their is no cure but to believe a lie compiled onto another lie that is not only told by all jurists in general, all doctors and now low and behold the addict who is clean. A wise chief who suffered from addiction once said, "I already have one addict at the wheel, no thanks I don't need anymore help from any addicts. What I seek is an addict free life and all I am prescribed is counseling with another addict" "Bill Wilson was undoubtedly a genius far ahead of his time."

Jails, Institutions and Death

This is something you may have heard around the tables of AA or NA but it really applies to all people. The world is set to sail on commands of control and nothing else. We as Americans are assured our rights will not be infringed upon as we have a constitution which is the governing text that supplies us with freedoms and liberties. [But] This is just the opposite of control as I have stated the system runs on. So there is a two sided realism that exists as part of our infrastructure. The control is in every aspect of our government and has many supporters such as business men for example. People who do and conduct business don't want anything costing them a dollar and don't want to pay taxes either. Where you hear the values and worth of the constitution played like a harp is from our political leaders who are on the payroll of the American people as things would be. These are the saviors of few and the fire builders of the hopes and dreams of many. Quite simply put, the country and its governing body os just to large to sustain the legal claims of every citizen so ot continues to play games with the constitution and those who believe in it. What is really going on behind closed doors is the quest of money justifying the legal arguments of those who can afford it. I will leave you with this thought: "You have the right to shut the fuck up, however that is not what the police will tell you as they arrest you is in your best interest. They will tell you as your lawyer has been denied you that what is in your best interest is to cooperate with the proceedings of whatever prosecuting attorney has been elected to persecute you. All things you say will not be recorded possibly unless they promote the benefit of the case in which the prosecuting attorney is taking up against you. You have the right to an attorney if you can afford one; if not an unsuitable attorney who works in league with the prosecutor wil be appointed to you. Do you understand these rights that I have forgone reading to you or explaining to you?

The Temple of the Black Knights

The Temple of the Black Knights was founded in 1991 by a boy who has come to be known as Michael White Sr who at one time was known also by the name Michael to those he grew up with. The name Michael is a hard one to live up to as it would have it. It means "He who is like God unto himself" and as a fellow named Mitch told him it bears the same meaning with his name. White Sr. tries to live up to this ideology of etemology with some sense of dignity while not being a self centered bastard who cares for no one. White Sr. was born April 16, 1977 to a Physician and an accountant in Kirksville, Mo and is a law student who hopes to become an independent arbitrator. The Temple spent years in formlessness as the founder of the temple was not fully matured and still had not explored his own masonry and compared it to the common and uncommon masonry of the times. Now at the age of 33 Michael White Sr is opening the doors of the temple seeking to fill it with new hopefuls. The premise for creating a totally new ideology of Christian Masonry comes at the quarrel of those in the Church he was raised by. The Church of Christ that White grew up in believes in a great deal that is impassible for White in his own mind and soul. Look for Michael A. White Sr on Facebook and ask to become a friend. Then search for the group The Temple of the Black Knights and become a facebook follower.

Dualism

Dualism is the essence of life on Earth and of the laws of natural order. Dualism allows the user to know both sides of the coin or argument before it has even been tossed up or before both battling sides have made themselves of selfishness taking part in a one way sort of mindset. Through the mastery of the void which is nothingness but contains all things both annimate and inannimate we can become of the dual nature of the energy that is the life force to all. We see this principle delicately and yet simply displayed through viewing a yin/yang diagram. White Sr

Sposorship

I've recently contracted to sponsor someone named James and he seems to have all the right ideas about what is to become of him if he applies himself.

THE ELITE

Elite: selected as the best. It would be claimed by many in the educational and other applied fields whom rely on definition as their lifeline, that a dictionary's worth is found in its definitions and not merely for their namesake. Any dictionary is only as reliable as the source it was derived from. So can the same be said about a man or a woman when their word is given. How does one discern the difference between true and false when perception is the defining factor? When I experience an obsevation and then begin to formulate in my mind the necessary opinion, I believe that every aspect of every angle in all width, depth, and in the z axis must be assumed definite in order to achieve an absolute theory. To invite the chaos of inaccuracy is to be an ignorant fool by definition. To invite the Devil to dinner is to become darkness in its truist form. In fact the Elite are so much darkness that they become a light in a dark place. White Sr

PREFERRED

WHEN I HEAR OF THE TERM CHOICE, I THINK OF THE TERM THAT COMES NEXT IT BEING THE TERM PREFERRED. PREFERRED MEANS I HAVE A CHOICE. I DON'T REMEMBER EVER HAVING A CHOICE THAT DIDN'T HAVE CONSEQUENCES OF SOME KIND OR SORT. NOW THAT IT IS ESTABLISHED AS A LUXURY: THE PREFERRED: LET US ASK THE QUESTION DO WE PRACTICE PREFERRED ON A HEALTHY ETHICAL LEVEL OR DO WE BY OUR OWN LACK OF EXCELLENT ACCOUNTING FALL SHORT? ACCOUNTABILITY SHOULD BE VIEWED LEGITIMATELY AS A LIABILITY AND NOT A MATTER OF ETHICS BY THE TRUE NATURE OF ITS DESIGN WHEN HELD UP TO THE LIGHT IN COMPARISON OF BUSINESS LAW AS WE KNOW IT TRUE TODAY. ACCOUNTABILITY COSTS, NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND. ON THE EVEN SIDE OF SAVING JOBS DUE TO CORRUPTION, WE HAVE NO CHOICE BUT WHAT IS PREFERRED. WHITE SR

Ethics in Government

Overall when Ethics is questioned the ethics committee of congress would say that we cover it from all angles, and nail it from all sides, but what goes on inside states and cities that the Fed has no wishes to intervene in? I can think of lots of good examples to smear my hometown, but maybe I will leave the comments section open to you, the reader to explore and release from your stress load. So right here on my very own blog we can deface government property by ridiculing those that call themselves representitives of it. It's so easy to hide behind a mountain of a man like Barack Obama while he is taking all the live fire exercise in front of everyone. Let's talk about the Adair Co Prosecutors office or maybe the Kirksville Police Department. Officer Shyrez has an assault record a mile long and officer Pollen is as timid as they come. Wow to think maybe we ought to team these guys up. One can shoot them, and the other can run the radio. Sorry, just reflecting on something personal that happened to me on October 21 of 2010. What is your personal beef with local Judiciary restraint? Now I will leave the comments up to you. I am really interested to hear what you don't have to say. Let's face it. This isn't a hill most are worth dying on. On the other hand Obama very well just may die (his presidency) on the hill he stormed not just three years ago. Go figure America. My hat's off to you.